“I’ll be lost inside my head, Bad thoughts till 4 AM
Then I’ll try to sleep, And I can’t tell anyone
I’m so scared they’ll get up and run
So I don’t speak, And oh I miss when we were younger, The days were so much funner
Weren’t they, Oh, I book a new appointment
It’s another disappointment, They’re all the same, same, same, When the doctor says I’m fine
One at morning, one at night, These pills will help you remember how to smile, But what does he know, Cause I feel so alone, And mom and dad both tell me I’m alright, Cause the doctor said you’re fine. . .”
Then I’ll try to sleep, And I can’t tell anyone
I’m so scared they’ll get up and run
So I don’t speak, And oh I miss when we were younger, The days were so much funner
Weren’t they, Oh, I book a new appointment
It’s another disappointment, They’re all the same, same, same, When the doctor says I’m fine
One at morning, one at night, These pills will help you remember how to smile, But what does he know, Cause I feel so alone, And mom and dad both tell me I’m alright, Cause the doctor said you’re fine. . .”
As I’m laying in my bed listening to “The Doctor Said” by Chloe Adams, tears running down my cheek… all I could think about is the doctor who told me I was crazy and refused to do my laparoscopic surgery, for those who don’t know a laparoscopy is the diagnostic surgery for endometriosis.
